Women, Women, Women, Trump

I am simply and chaotically appalled.

Maybe I should just end it right there, but like I'm here to let shit out, it's my blog, my choice right?

Today or let's say yesterday marked the day that I deeply realized how powerless I am as a woman. That i don't have the power over my own uterus in my own body. Don't make it literal y'all, I know I'm neither an American nor intend to ever live there, but this was an attack on all women, from all men who voted for that piece of orange crap to the women in shackles that were jealous to the independent and free women who could make their own choices. If I can't be free, why should you?

And let's not forget that we are aaaaall in for a treat! This rotten carrot is gonna rot us all with him. He was just chosen by the very same people with the same level of intelligence, cz you'd like to hang out with people of your level right? I like to hang out with educated people like me, people who understand my points, ideologies, and beliefs, and so do they.

I'm also mad because of other things in my life, but this one took the cake to be honest. Should I talk about my problems and let you in my insecurities? and then be worried that you would judge me? probably the answer to both questions is yes. But whatever, if I can't talk in my own space then where do I take it out on?

So, in one paragraph, I'm gonna tell you that I'm depressed, lonely, (still) unemployed, and all over the place. I've got plans though, but let's talk about that another time. I'm trying to work shit out, believe me, I am, it's just that my brain hurts like a bitch and I overthink a lot and make things worse for myself. so currently, I'm living in ADHD paralysis and praying to get out, maybe writing about how I feel about this idiot Trump will help me get through.

I don't know man, I'm just all over the place, I'm worried about the women in America, I'm worried about my country cz he is definitely having some evil plans for it, I'm worried about something uncalled for like the pandemic, something that this idiot is not even gonna be close to managing, I'm worried about everything in the world. I don't believe in God, but whatever or whoever can help us. 4 fucking years bro, 4, fucking, years!